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(no subject) [Oct. 7th, 2005|11:31 am]


i think i've given up on the idea of this journal. my primary journal is under the user name: godforesaken. note the extra "e" and feel free to add. i used to think there was a distinction between what went in this journal and what went in the other, but really, there is not.



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(no subject) [May. 30th, 2005|10:07 pm]

DON'T LEAVE A TRACE


1.

holiday stays lit another era

could not hear heaven through the impatiens

though it be a button up, signed, "decimally yours"

(sun dribbles down your cheek)

all the kids came up saying the same knots and

sky whittled down to just one cloud

wet you with voice

with my expert cuss and on cue I defy starlessness

 

special breed of beating me over the head

which is fa so la.

which is to say: it's no bother, I'd be glad to

see the noise, yes, inside my, yes, rose.

 

 

2.

 

                    leave a

holiday stays

        another era one could not hear

through buttons, "decimally yours"

 

dribbles down the kids came up

saying one cloud

wet with cuss

 

cue starlessness!

over the head fa so la.

 

I'd be glad to see

noise inside my rose.

 

 

 

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(no subject) [May. 27th, 2005|02:58 pm]


REUNION TOUR

was there nothing in it to tell
you that it was

                   just how
many miles per flower
per snap-on clouds, twist-top nouns of
the country side 
               so easy
on the eye
and the eye
so easy on it
       so as to induce parachutes

today, the sky leaves
behind this soil
and is only
another word for
binomial nomenclature 

shall we stampede
through alphabet-impenetrable
twitch of tranquility
like this quiet sort of
                              honing in

fronts and backs have done with
have nowhere to go
but look--how sure his step
has him
has become



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(no subject) [May. 14th, 2005|09:25 am]


MILLION / FICTION

captive sums
of numbers







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(no subject) [May. 11th, 2005|06:47 pm]


CHAMISAL

they live
we live
the frame of mind is dark
oak and knotholes
with diamonds and rubies and kittens
in there. why should it matter
people out of harm
the soul still valuable
equally unremovable
not a daily sort of
yes or no question.



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(no subject) [May. 9th, 2005|04:59 pm]


SIDEWAYS MAINTAINS


the sideways maintains

tracery backdrop / orchestra-pink / formica-blue

otherwise petunias still or slowly

declared to filter mistakes of identity.

will one of us reset the needs

of infinity with a more modular definition

before bed.



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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2005|06:47 pm]


INCREMENTS

she wore a bee in hers and rhymed with button-hole. through this
I place a semantic flower,

the meaning of which is double breasted. and red.
the meaning of which is two-fold.

she fell back into the air she had taken and claimed to have built.
there is no better edifice for draining the syllables

of meaning and cohesion. but being bonded like ''this,''
dressed to the letter, adorned with or by the ALPHABET,

an aperture regarded, and kindly, as intentional.
there were two of them defined as crimson. there were two of them

derived. crinoline sky. from which two parallel creases descending.
the matter was stolen or differently owned. not sunk in aging.

I am reposing the moment so as to chatter, while inwardly very quiet.
I emptied the units and put them back on the shelf. everything gets

digested eventually, as was originally meant.





/// we bought a new typewriter today. after fixing the 8/' key
and the 0/) key (the latter promptly fell apart again) I wrote
the above. I am drawn to it probably because it came from me;
like Owen wants to look at the poo before we throw the diaper away.



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(no subject) [Apr. 27th, 2005|05:57 pm]

PROMENADE

 

into the future

the past predominates. there is no longer a pure

future but these times in which it is said

without consequence

 

did you have its limbs rotted off.

 

   is it doing

something it is not really doing at all?

admitting to what it never really…

and in doing so

doing well?

 

my future was intuitive; it is.

it intervened in my substance

                            dappled in

when you crush it up it has

an almost vulgar smell.

 

meanwhile, there is now

which only children may dip

their little fingers in

but never really possess

even though wonderfully printed

in dark velvety impressions.






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(no subject) [Apr. 25th, 2005|04:39 pm]


POETICS BOOK


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        my voice consistently
        as if there was
        no one listening





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        my voice with
        the consistency
        of listening





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        by speaking
        I hear
        you there





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        by speaking
        do you hear
        me here





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        here I am
        where are you
        talking about





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        here is what
        I am saying
        without saying





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        in a voice that
        consists of the
        grade "A" language





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        fin.







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(no subject) [Apr. 24th, 2005|07:29 pm]


ONE STARTS OUT

one starts out strong, straddles the point of view
"a town of lesser descriptors"
nonetheless a soft fixation of meaning
to be somewhere but not quite
establishing one’s self in the right frame
seeming to mean something
massive as the waning of the afternoon light

to have been with one’s back
so firmly to reality
is the reason for weighing in
in the evening
welcoming you to me by arriving
with a voice too gentle to be understood
and with a voice too gentle to be misunderstood



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(no subject) [Apr. 23rd, 2005|07:20 pm]



SILENT BOOK

 

----------------------------------------------------

 

 

these words that
find us out
of silence

i try to find
something to do
with them

 

 

----------------------------------------------------

 

 

 

i try to find
something for them
to do

 

 

 

 

----------------------------------------------------

 

 

 

i try to have
them do something
with me

 

 

 

 

----------------------------------------------------

 

 

 

they try to find
something to do
with me

 

 

 

 

----------------------------------------------------

 

 

 

i try to
have them
with me

 

 

 

 

----------------------------------------------------

 

 

 

i try to
have to do
with them

 

 

 

 

----------------------------------------------------

 

 

fin.






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(no subject) [Apr. 23rd, 2005|11:53 am]


FIVE STOREY GRIST MILL

thanks. thanks for the juice
I want to drink. it’s so good
and waiting is alright when
you know its purpose.

pieces, she says. I leave off
motionless in a type of permission,
arranged and described in spatial
columns. it’s like déjà vu, coming
to, feeling for our work. did we
leave our maps open all night.

I said the images come off. some
thing outside grows redundant—I
think it’s work. I think it’s grass.
I’m sorry that it is saturday and I
will have to go.

I am not saying that work or
grass is not legitimate. the light
is older than shadows because
it was so long en route.

what I am saying or meaning is that
one’s view of the world shifts in
relation to the number of people in
proximity. I like to observe something
with you.



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(no subject) [Apr. 22nd, 2005|01:27 pm]


WELCOME HOME

cornerstone in the garden.
a corrugated rain fell through
her features
are a smooth bellied

sky peering over
who in the secret chocolate drawer. eats
by centimeters.
there is a stereo inlet

in me that saturates
and hardens the spectacle to
homecoming. wandered
about a bit

the backwards spark of my
hurtling into view.
the great blue heron
in the backyard

easily moves the climate within
rollover wind
roll top sky.
what establishes our symmetry

is the mathematical impossibility
of a remainder.
everything counted wayward.
by this i mean accounted for.



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(no subject) [Apr. 19th, 2005|07:06 pm]


MIGRATION

saying hello to
the self you often suspected
but were not sure

you should always expect
a certain amount of questions
from one who so sincerely

gone for a slow and purposeful
walk under
leaves that in softness fall



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(no subject) [Apr. 15th, 2005|05:53 pm]


PROGRESS

"i sold my big house, i divorced my
model wife" for what is the residue
of a simulacra

for what is it you
want to ring after
what work you carried or created

what would amuse you enough in this world
after words
is there a possibility

of boredom writing you off
picking up a crisp
one dollar bill

without a harrowing sense of guilt or forgiveness




(poem starting with something overheard at work)


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(no subject) [Apr. 14th, 2005|12:59 pm]


THEORY

how many decibels
per line
               has a poem







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(no subject) [Apr. 10th, 2005|07:59 pm]


SORTING OUT THE EVENING


cancelled sleep on the roof. called to sleep.
some of them wedged the clock

into the service of causality:
"i think therefore i suck, but not without loving to do so."

the coast seen as or from a separation, with all those "waves" in simple rows
humbles now and then. us through the walls.

at breakfast what do we call these meticulous preparations

wrapped up so tidily. and with a sense of having worked hard;
the wires, hammers, and objects. composing and traveling to.

a place that never existed and never ends. will you be going somewhere along the way.

mincing granite of the shore, staying central.
staying open to expression, staying hidden. maps poured out of faith. a sentence

that is not a punishment, but an example or statement.

you can tell by the sediment.
the weekend shaved off that part of your name, called the sky a motherfucker.

in the photograph a mustache replaced the need for a cigar. mouthing the ornament.

elsewhere points to an exchange, places the pivot at a long time.
an entire, every, age out of joint but for the newness of you that doesn't wane.



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(no subject) [Apr. 6th, 2005|08:14 pm]


THE GOOD NEWS

the good news:
I got in to dinner !

a single piece
from the desert tray

for us to share?




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(no subject) [Apr. 6th, 2005|07:56 pm]


WALKING IS TOO TALL FOR THOSE LEGS


where is a lack of

circumstances a little late


and what about those things

you regarded as native


they were actually delivered


long ago

to have no tracks




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(no subject) [Apr. 2nd, 2005|07:12 pm]




HELLO

what is going
on or down?








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